I need it

OK i know i have been sick and all but even while i was sick i gave in and gave up sex for the good of our relationship.... i dont know what is going on i mean i  not had sex in forever and he keeps pushing me away... i am starting to have withdrawls and i did not think you could have them... he says it is bcause of his stomach or what not well i had bad stomach issues and i was twisted like a pretzel for him and trting not to throw up for him... i think i deserve something now.... my turn