yet again

yep here I am again, laying awake, practically alone, thinking about stuff I shouldn't be thinking about... This is my life! I have this weird way of always having something wrong, and I am a little tired of that. I just want for ojce to have a simple day maybe a week, even better a month of good, no drama no issues. Maybe it is not just me, maybe I am not the only one that goes through this all the time... I wonder...